smallphroge 2021-01-13 08:48:26

Listen mate. Stop trying too hard to make people love you, because that only turns people away more. The way the news post is worded ("What am I? A burden, that is!) sounds so manipulative and sadboy-ish that it's pretty laughable at this point.

Anyone who's animated for a long time can see why your part was rejected in the SMG4 collab, whatever that is. It barely has any animation, to the point where it resembles a cheaply done PowerPoint. (Unless you animate in PowerPoint.... please use something else other than PowerPoint.) The overall quality of the video makes it look like a 10 year old with MS Paint made it. The whole thing looks like cheap self-promotion, and your reasoning for your part to be in the collab, as you have written, is:

"If my entry doesn't appear in your video, make yourself clear that my life is at stake and that I might kill myself sooner or later as well as deleting all my social media and never see you all again. You've been strictly warned."

Mate. If you add a suicide threat to everything, that makes the entire quality of the thing go downhill very quickly. Like fuckingly quick. It sounds like what an abusive dad or boyfriend might say. No one accepts something because you told them you'd kill yourself if they didn't. That's the shittiest reason I've ever heard of.
Hell, EVEN THE POST ITSELF SOUNDS MANIPULATIVE AND ABUSIVE for crying out loud!

"Oh well, maybe y'all think that I'm garbage and a big waste of time. Now if you excuse me, I'll be crying in a corner and hitting my head against the wall, maybe..."

is equal to

"Please don't leave me, I'll kill myself! I swear! I'll kill myself and it's gonna be your fault!"

If you have mental problems, it's okay to seek help. It's okay to talk to a friend or to someone you trust so well.
But if you don't have any problems and this is just how you normally act, then fucking grow up man. You're making a fool out of yourself.

Hamonikafe 2021-01-22 22:16:35

@smallphroge @AndriuxDev If the only reason you are doing art is to become famous or "Make a mark on the world" you probably should do something else. You should do art because it's fun and not because it'll get you noticed.

Hamonikafe 2021-01-22 23:26:54

@AndriuxDev If you want to get noticed your best options are to either A: Be patient, work hard and deligently, and make things that you have fun with that will also attract those with similar interests. Or B: Get lucky and hope you are in the right place at the right time. Though getting noticed shouldn't be your top priority.

Hamonikafe 2021-01-24 03:02:31

@Hamonikafe @AndriuxDev You'll likely have a difficult time finding a strong audience as your interests are very niche and a little taboo, couple that with your current artistic abilities and many people will be immediately dismissive. Your art does not stand out particularly well, there is nothing wrong with not standing out, but If you are only looking to get noticed you would definitely need more unique art.
It would be best that you focus on developing your artistic abilities first, since you are young you have plenty of time to work and grow, worry about your following later, for now just work on getting better.

Side Note- You're a teenager drawing diaper art and many people are likely to find that very off putting. The only people you are likely to attract are other teenagers that like diaper art. so if you ever want to try anything new that isn't TBDL/ABDL you will have a rough time getting noticed as the current (hypothetical future-) audience will be there for the diapers. Your audience will be dismissive of your new art, and you'll have a harder time branching out while maintaining that same audience.